I've been acting so cold towards you and there are times that I'm just angry at you because you misunderstood everything I say.
And no,I'm not in love with you.Not anymore.
Now,I am here listening to this song ' Don't Love You No More' by Craig David
I think I will never have a chance with you.
As I think more into it, I can't change for who you are.
They say that I should at least have my options open
I don't know anymore. To give a chance into something that I know will never happen is considered a fat hope. I never want to get hurt because I can't get something. Since I stepped into this new environment, my heart has been a little vulnerable in terms of feelings and I can't go around expressing my emotions freely.
Many of us here look for our so called 'soulmate' but the chances of people finding it is very low. Soulmate. What is that? Does it even exist for me? Many argued that there's always someone for you out there because of the population of the world but being like this,wouldn't that limit my choices? And knowing that we are figuring out who's who is another thing.
About you, you turned my whole world upside down but knowing that I can't have you, I won't force it. We are barely friends yet I got too excited for nothing. You can just be a crush of mine. And you will always have a place somewhere deep in my heart.
T.
Reconnaissance Dream8:09 PM